i am lost......seriously lost

lost in thoughts......why the heck did i quit NCC when i came to TA? Now it's like kind of hard to re-join.....don't even know if tkd ppl will allow me to skip Friday training....feel like kicking myself.....

i didn't even know that i would miss those times with NCC......i thought that after coming to TA, my short "career" with NCC will just be history. 2 years is seriously too short. i want at least another year. Seeing those people march in today's parade makes me nostalgic of the old times...

CPT (NCC) Chew a.k.a Mr Chew (VS guys should know who he is) would surely be glad to have me back....cos Air is currently short of manpower.....imagine only 9 Sec 3s running the whole unit??? my gosh!!!

i don't care if i have to wait until next year to get promoted.......or not being promoted at all (cos the odds are against me being promoted to 3SG at the end of the year)....i just wanna get in there and have fun.......and hopefully re-build Air to its glory days of the past