Friday, February 23, 2007
one week ltr...just one week
can't wait for March 2. i just want to get it over and done with...yeah, it. the competition. and hopefully bring back sth from NTU. it would be very much a waste to go all the way there to compete and come back empty-handed.
the road hasn't been easy, as always. i knw how it feels to walk past Mac's and then u have to tell urself not to think of buying fries cos there is a more impt task than eating fries coming up. CNY was not an easy period, not with so much goodies just six inches away from you. playing carrom and eating simultaneously is fun, but restrictions have to be imposed. i will definetly feast the moment the whole thing ends. Probably have dinner/supper at White Sands' Mac's. It closes at 2300 or 0000 hrs i think. more than enough time to enjoy a meal.
ok, back to the real problem. differentiation test. on competition day. when u're like so anxious and a math test makes the problem worse. 3 things can happen:
Scenario 1: Test is relatively easy and i have confidence in passing after doing it. Feel very much at ease before competition and confidence rises.
Scenario 2: Test is hard. i think tt i will fail. Downcast and has no mood to compete.
Scenario 3: I don't take the test at all to minimise distraction. However, this means tt i have to face the test when everyone else is celebrating the end of the competition. Again another psychological problem, when u haven't got rid of the math test and it lingers in ur mind.
so shld i take it or not? or leave it until competition is over?
can't wait for March 2. i just want to get it over and done with...yeah, it. the competition. and hopefully bring back sth from NTU. it would be very much a waste to go all the way there to compete and come back empty-handed.
the road hasn't been easy, as always. i knw how it feels to walk past Mac's and then u have to tell urself not to think of buying fries cos there is a more impt task than eating fries coming up. CNY was not an easy period, not with so much goodies just six inches away from you. playing carrom and eating simultaneously is fun, but restrictions have to be imposed. i will definetly feast the moment the whole thing ends. Probably have dinner/supper at White Sands' Mac's. It closes at 2300 or 0000 hrs i think. more than enough time to enjoy a meal.
ok, back to the real problem. differentiation test. on competition day. when u're like so anxious and a math test makes the problem worse. 3 things can happen:
Scenario 1: Test is relatively easy and i have confidence in passing after doing it. Feel very much at ease before competition and confidence rises.
Scenario 2: Test is hard. i think tt i will fail. Downcast and has no mood to compete.
Scenario 3: I don't take the test at all to minimise distraction. However, this means tt i have to face the test when everyone else is celebrating the end of the competition. Again another psychological problem, when u haven't got rid of the math test and it lingers in ur mind.
so shld i take it or not? or leave it until competition is over?
